one of the problems with college is that it’s all about being social.
'become buddies with your professors!'
'have deep conversations all night long with your roommate!'
'do things, go places, become president of every committee—'
but sometimes it’s ok to have caf dinner by yourself and look out the window and relish being alone, have the chatter in your head be more important than your physical being. to discover who you are without anyone else. to ponder your own deep questions wordlessly and maybe not come up with answers, but be satisfied that you’ve thought about it yourself and didn’t need to put thoughts into words.
i’m trying to learn this and live this while still interacting with the world
I still think of you and all the shit you put me through
but I know now,
I know you were wrong